My brother arrived as I was still in the midst of online exam. Notifications after notifications of the flight arrival kept my adrenaline pumping adding to my furkid who decided to vomit in my study just as I started exam. Holiday starts as soon as my last paper ended.
It had been awhile... It was between catching up on sleep from chronic lack of sleep from last minute mugging for exam to treasuring precious short visit and taking the time to relax from work and studies.
Luna Park, Horse Riding, ATV adventure, Taroonga Zoo, Hikes, great meals and of course the shopping....
It had been an eventful month away from blogging... Results are out and not as ideal as I would like but at least a distinction overall for both units. Semester had secretly started again before I know it. Work starts and so did the stress....
Away from blogging but the ache never left. It is edged deeper than I would admit. I wish I can support you more even from this awkward position. Thank you for thinking of updating every now and then. I am not sure how to move forward from here and what you actually seek... when and how I should be supporting without overstepping. I thank you for the trust and I apologize for the confusion and silence.
Hopefully the silence is a sign of peace while I can feel it isn't so at the moment. I am unsure where and how to position anymore without the double edge sword hurting either way.
Know that I will always care and I am always here even as I try to get into this new routine and discipline that I lack. Hang in there...
-LYAF-
